Quite a scare

Last night my daughter went to the hospital again. Her respiration was on 61 percent. The doctors told me it was a good thing I brought her in. She is on nebulizer treatments and if she turns that way again I have to take her back in. She has broncitis and the Flu. Not H1N1 but the flu. Pray for my baby. She is fine now but she gave us quite a scare. I love my kids. They are the best. Sorry no pictures but I was awake for 24 hours straight.

Well Its already here!!!!!

The first snow! What in the world? I have a feeling this is going to be a long cold winter! I cannot wait to crawl into my jammies and warm up with a nice cup of cocoa! Colorado winter take them or leave them. But I for sure always love them!

Just a beautiful Thursday

This morning I woke up and there was no sun in the sky. Just clouds and cold. I knew something was going to be different today. I could feel it in my bones. I took Roana to breakfast and recess at her school. I looked towards the mountains and what did I see? A thin layer of snow on the cap! I ran home to do the cleaning and tried to snap a picture but I could not!

I decided then that I would make the most of the day when the kids got home. I went to pick up Roana and we came home quickly. I made spaghetti and then we headed to finish our day. We went to the pool and then the park then played basketball in front of the park. It was a good day. I know our days of days playing outside are limited but for now I want to enjoy everyone like its our last. Here are a few pictures from our outdoor adventure.

My Poor Blog

These past few weeks have been hectic! I really miss blogging as when I did that I was honestly a much calmer person. I am pledging now to start my blog again. I will try to blog at least 3 times a week. At least 2 with pictures. Life is way too short and I need to make sure I remember every moment of my children and little family. It it important that I do this for us.

A day I will Never Forget

On this day 5 years ago my world came crashing. On this day 5 years ago I lost a big part of me. I will never forget and I will never get that day back. Five years ago my world was torn down and I will never get that back!

It was a beautiful September day. Ro and I were taking the day to relax and just enjoy our little family of three. We went to blockbuster and Golden Corral then we decided to come home and relax very nonchalently. The previous days we had a trip to CA that we never told anyone about and my mom found out. The day before we had a blowout when i told her not to worry that she would get her money. I was going to call her that day and tell her sorry and that I was very stressed. However fate had decided my destiny.

When I got home my answering machine had a strange message from my moms number. Just a bump and hang up. The a couple hours of later my grandparents called and told me it was very important and to call back soon. I called with a pit in my stomach fearing that my grandpa had passed. But instead she broke the news that my mom had passed away in a car accident.

We attended the funeral thanks to my estranged now sister. And I realize now that 5 years ago that is when my family fell apart. Mom I know you are still watching us. I realize that 4 years ago you sent me that positive pregnancy test. And you are the one who sent me my son. Mom you are missed daily and I anxiously await the day we are together again as one! Hold your loved ones close and make sure you tell them exactly how much you love them. You never know today could be the last day you get to do so.