I know! I know! I have disappeared!

My blog is my refuge and since we have moved into our new place it has been insane around here. I apologize for falling behind and I swear I will become more active in posting.

Ro is working a lot and he has only 3 months and 10 days until his graduation. It did not seem possible when he enrolled last year that we would be so close. He is doing incredible in school right now too. He has perfect attendance to date and also has a 4.0 grade point average. I married an amazing man. He is a good dad, an incredible husband and so much more. When we met over 11 years ago I found my knight in shining armor.

Roana is still my sweetheart. She just turned 9 years old. I swear it seems like just yesterday she was born and looked at me with those same bright eyes that still melt my heart. She is doing incredible in school right now. I am very pleased. She has mostly A's, 2 B's and 1 C. Her next report card should be home in the next couple of weeks. I know she can get that C up to where it belongs. She is bright and just needs a little more interaction from her parents and by God that is what I am doing. She joined her first after school activity this semester. It is called Sport's Challenge. She goes every Thursday and plays her heart out. I am proud she is giving it a shot and showing us all she can play too even though you may not think it.

Lil Ro. Wow what to say about him? My baby is going to be 4 in April. This is breaking my heart. My son is almost potty trained now. He is only in Pull-ups at night now. The only reason being is he is a hard sleeper like his mama. Sometimes he will go and not wake up. He is becoming more vocal and definitely growing like a weed. When we drop Roana off at school he plays with the big kids. All the teachers call him Mr. Popular and love seeing him. They say in 2 years he is going to be top dog in Kindergarten as he will have all fifth graders as kids. This does not surprise me however because he has his father's personality.

I am doing fine right now. I will be the big Twenty-Ten Next month. Where in the heck does time go? It seems like just yesterday I turned 18 now here at age Twenty-Ten. I never imagined at this age my parents would be my guardian angel. When my son smiles my mothers smile shines through too. When my daughter Back talks she laughs and says I told you so. So many days wondering why and what she would think. I wish she could have watched my children grow. I know God had to take her then but I wish with all my heart things could be different. Prayers are sent to heaven every day where I am wishing my children never feel this pain. But honestly they help me get through day to day. Along with my husband that is. He is my rock, my soul and my world aside from God of course. Well this was quite a post huh? Here I thought I could come on here and just talk a lil bit. I guess this was bothering me more then imaginable. Starting this week my blog will be updated at least weekly. This is my therapy and sanity and I need to start taking it back. A few pictures are included of the kids and us these past month. Enjoy and please forgive me for the disappearance. I am back now.