What has been going on

I hate to bore with details and this weekend was very stormy and very rainy. We ended up laying around here at the house watching movies and playing games.

My blood pressure is starting to drop thank goodness. I still have off days when it is higher then others but that is expected.

Ro is working lots of hours too. We are loving the world cup right now. Watching the games and teams make us have so much fun.

Mother in law is not doing too well right now. She has a really bad hernia under the kidney and we are waiting for approval from the insurance. They say it can take up to 6 weeks for an answer.

I have a doc.tor appointment on Tuesday. I am really hoping I can get the okay to go ahead and schedule surgery. I am getting more pains and even though I gave up soda my stomach is just not the same.

That is life right now. Will take the kids to a park tomorrow no matter what.

Not doing well right now

So I went last Tuesday to get surgery and it was a no go. My bp was way too high and they sent me to the ER instead. I am very disappointed and very scared. I think I am going to die seriously. My bp was going down some but with the meds I do not know if it really is. I will see in on the 15th how it is going.

I am exhausted but not letting the kids know. I want them to not worry about me. I hope I do better soon. I am kind of depressed right now. It is hard not to be. I wanted to blog and update. Enjoy these pictures from this weekend.