I am so angry

Today it was found that the hair in Caseys car was indeed decomposing. The grandma is now out there searching and putting on a show. This beautiful little girl is missing possibly dead and if her mama does not talk we will never know what happened. Tomorrow we are having a balloon launch for Caylee Anthony. My two children and I will release 3 balloons for her life. I am choosing pink balloons. This launch will occur at 8:00 pm and you are more then welcome to join us wherever you are at that time. Lets show that this little girl is not be forgotten. If you are concerned for the enviroment light a candle. Which I may opt to do. Lets show this Casey that this child matters to us. She needs to tell what she knows.

I wrote this poem in honor of Caylee. I am still praying she is with us. But the evidence does not go in her favor.

Gone too Soon: A Poem For Caylee Anthony

You were just a face on the internet
I read your story that's how we met.
I prayed for you wished you were mine.
In my heart I thought all would be fine.
I heard the news that you are gone today.
My heart is broken in a different way.

Your innocence was taken away too soon.
I hoped you were hiding somewhere under the moon.
I prayed and cried and clung on like you were mine.
I know wherever you are, you are now just fine.
Sweet, sweet angel angel rejoice you are set free.
To find you justice, that is now part of me.

Sweet angel lay down your sweet head.
You have blessed us as we have said.
I never knew you but know I am here.
In our hearts you are always near.
Dance in heaven and play in the sky.
In our thoughts you are always close by.

What else could go wrong?????

I was so determined to have a great christmas. This morning was alright. I got my package from my new found sister and my heart is bursting. Well that was until this morning. My son got ahold of the power cord. He ripped it from the wall. Unfortunately attached to that cord was my computer tower. My heart broke. I just knew it was not good. I then turned around turned the computer back on and got the dreaded black screen. I tried a automatic recovery. No avail. I had to reboot the entire system. All my pictures are gone. The thing that breaks my heart is I told Ro please back up my pictures. Please. Now they are all in that void. I still feel like crying. They were some gorgeous pics there. My painted rocks, my holiday concert. Oh my beautiful christmas party. All gone as the never existed. I even lost my christmas card. Oh well. Hopefully being positive works and I can get the bad vibes away. Until then I will have to create my new memories...bah humbug.