My Inspiration

I am finally feeling a little better today thank goodness. I am upset about Caylee obviously. I still cannot comprehend how any mother could harm her child or not try to save her. I look at my children. Yes they make me angry sometimes but I could not harm them if I tried. I was a prospanking mama but I realized it does not work. Now I am disciplining by rewards and punishment. Roana now knows that grounded is not a good thing and Lil Ro knows that I will take it away. I have to admit I feel better knowing my babies are not physically being hurt. I digress however. On Monday it was my grandparents 36th wedding anniversary. My PawPaw and MawMaw have basically taken care of me since infancy. My first words where actually "Ganpa". To this day I am a grandpas girl. I am amazed at my grandparents. My pawpaw has been through countless operations and mawmaw is a breast cancer survivor. They are a perfect match. My grandpa tells me when she is sick that he would sell his home and live under a bridge to make my mawmaw well. Then my mawmaw also admits that she will cease to live the same way if he passes on. This marriage is both their second marriage but I can see that God has definately placed a hand largely in their life. They are my inspiration and can show me that love can conquer all. But you have to keep faith in your relationship and God. There cannot be any doubt and you must overlook the small stuff.

Ro & I are getting along much better right now. We have learned we both have little quirks and places you do not go. We both have hearts and we both are still in love. Life is too short to fight. You never know what will happen. I will follow my grandparents inspiration and realize noone is perfect and that is what makes us love them.

Happy Anniversary to Us!

Yes baby we have made it to nine years! The year of the gift of leather. I sometimes think back to the day where we were young and naive. We thought the world revolved around us. Now nine years later here we are still together with 2 beautiful children. I was going to make t-bones and sides for dinner but when I went to the store they were 11 a pound. I could not justify that spending right now but later I am going to check out prices at other stores. We went to a local taco shop for dinner and I had the al pastor and it was delicious!
Of course no special day can go by without something big happening. Thanks to lil Ro big ro and I had a fight. He got ahold of the bleach and poured it over the carpeting. I ran to target and got rit dye and fixed it but only after greif from dh. Big ro did get me a card that made me cry. He is just the typical guy.
Oh well we made up obviously and are talking of plans renewing our vows next year in front of the church. I am excited about that. Well here are some pictures of us through the years enjoy

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My husband is the best

A couple of months ago my Big Ro bought himself a Zune. Me being the good wife I am longed for one but was very unwilling to buy one. My sweet hubby of couse said baby buy one you are worth it. Well I have a hard time spending more then 20 on myself. I went into craigslist and looked down. On there listed is a 4 gig green zune. Like this one. No way it is only 50! I call him up and he tells me he cannot find the wires so he lowers it to 40. So for mothers day he got me a Zune. I complain but he is so sweet he got it for me and I love it. Only 2 days until we have been man and wife for 9 years. Funny thing is I still get butterflies like the very first day. Better or worse I am his.