3 years ago tonight

I was laying in the hospital bed. I was having pitocin pumped through my veins and I kept telling Rogelio I need my back rubbed. The dr was checking my dilation and my sister in law came in to see her nephew be born.

I was terrified of having a boy and very excited at the same time. I never imagined what I was in for. I never imagined that another male could hold my heart quite as tightly as my husband had. And yet he has more. I look at him and smile. I am so proud of him. He is sweet and caring and yet a little travieso too. He is hooked on sports. You name it. Basketball, baseball, football and even soccer. He want to play it all.

Three years ago my son was going to bless this earth. I could not wait to meet him and now tonight I cannot imagine my life without him. I love you little man. Today and always. You are my light and you make me proud. I cannot wait to continue to watch you grow and become a wonderful man. I cry when I think of that and I am so excited for you too. I love you my son always and forever.