This week cannot get any worse

They say terrible things happen in threes. My grandpa James died on Saturday. My grandma Virginia had a car accident on Sunday. Then I was finally getting over it today and Bam it hit me like ton of bricks. My heart is breaking and I have no clue how I am going to recoup again. My family had called me and notified me that my Grandma Laverne passed away today. I finally called my family and got the details. She would be seventy in May. She passed away in her sleep today at home. They will not be holding a memorial service nor funeral. They will cremate her on Monday evening. This woman took care of me when I was small. She was married to my grandfather until they divorced. She was mother to my mother and had beautiful children (Debra, Shirley (Joe), John (Susan), Malcolm (Becky)& David(Wilma). She will be survived by many grand children (Susan (Rogelio), Harold (Jennifer), Rebecca(Steven), Amy, Amanda, Amber, David, Raymond, Mitchell, & Michael. She will also be missed by her great grandkids (Roana & Rogelio Andrey, Unborn AJ).

She was a kind soul who would not intentionally hurt anyone. She suffered from Schizophrenia & Brain disorders as she became elder. The last time I saw her was at my moms funeral. She will be deeply missed and I want to thank Malcolm and Beckie for taking care of her all these years. She was a strong human being and now her soul can rest peacefully. I want to blog more but I am mentally exhausted. It took my all not to go to the liquor store tonight and buy some wine coolers. I just want to make this pain end momentarily. Life is so short people. Please hold your loved ones close.

I was blaming God at first and looked at it as a curse. Now that the shock is gone I know she is better off. She has no pain, no torture and she is whole again. Watch over us my guardian angels and keep us safe from harm. Keep me in your prayers friends. Right now my world is being torn upside down.