Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2009 has to be better

Right now I am sitting her by myself while my husband slumbers and the kids snore too. I am staying up until midnight even if I am all alone. I am going to wake him up around 1130 but it is still not the same. My grandma is in the hospital tonight. She had her pinky toe removed because of a bone infection. I am very worried about her. This is the first year I have not welcomed the new year with her. I miss her so much.

I am so ready to kiss this year good bye. I know its not life changing but I know It can be better. I just need to stay positive. Right now I am crying here. I wish I could tell you everything going on right now. I will try to forget. Bury it all with 2008. Make this pain go away. I want my mom. I want to feel special again. Hugs to you all. Here comes 2009! I will continue to look up instead of down.

4 Comments / Comentarios:

Heather said...

Peace out 2008, here comes 2009! Hope your grandma goes home soon.

Momto3LittleFlowers said...

Hope I was closer and be able to give you a big ((((HUG))))....

Hope your grandma is better already! :)

LaForge Clan said...

Hugs!! Hopefully this year will be better. I know you dont know my well from BHB but if you ever need to talk to can always email me

LaForge Clan said...

Hugs!! I know you dont know me well from BHB but if you ever need to talk you can email me anytime