We may get a car today

Well maybe not. We are having a really rough time right now finding our car. I think the problem was our old car was just perfect for us. It was given to us by our best friend and with so many good intentions I just feel like crap about it. We were going to look at a 1999 jetta but it had 200000 miles on it and quite frankly Jettas scare me. I think this weekend we are going to chillax and take a break from this car shopping. As a good friend on mine suggested I am putting it in God's plans he knows what is best. I will not fight with Ro about this any more it is so not worth it. I got my way of course. That honda sold today. So we are back at square one again.

I am trying to just enjoy life right now. I am playing with the kids and watching movies with my husband. I wish I could say my world is crashing around me to excite some people but we are taking it day by day. Life is a roller coaster and right now I am in a downward spiral but if I look up the ride is almost over. I will continue to be positive. Things will not get any worse unless I allow it. Life is only as bad as you want it to be. Enjoy some pics of my kiddos my whole life and my world.