Monday, September 29, 2008

Why did I put it all in God's hands?

I was trying to be so upbeat. Someone must have it out for me I swear. It was going so good. We got Roana's pictures and they turned out so nice. We had lunch at my friends resturaunt. We were going to have a good night. God had other plans.



The time was around 7. Lil Ros arm was hanging and he was not using it. He had fallen off the chair and I did not think nothing about it. I then noticed his arm was hanging ackwardly. I knew instantly something was not right. I called Big Ro in the bathroom and off we rushed to Memorial Hospital.

3 Hours later and a copay later we have a broken arm. Right now his arm is immobilized and he is taking pain medications. I feel like a crappy mom of course but I am taking him to the orthopedic doctor today at 330. I hope things turn better and he learns from this. I sure have. I will take pictures tomorrow when his big boy cast is on.

8 Comments / Comentarios:

Carrie said...

Been there....sort of. When Isaac was around 2 Sarah picked him up by just his arms and dislocated his shoulder then at around 5 I pulled him from between a wall and dresser and did it again. It is scary I know. You know growing up in the Army I had lots of Godly doubts. I know go to a new church that has answered all of them. This may be just Gods way of telling you to wake up!! Hopefully he will be just fine and he will be proud of his cast!! I will say a little prayer for him!

Anonymous said...

God gives us obstacles to make us stronger...do NOT question God.

My3Ro's said...

Carrie: I feel so hopeless right now I do not know what to do or who to turn to. I hope he speaks to me soon and tells me what to do instead of sending me all these trials heres to a new month.

anonymous: I am still wondering why I am being punished. I am not a bad person and it seems like only bad things happened this month. I know focus on positive. I am going to hit my knees and ask God to bless me instead of challenging me.

Carrie said...

God gives us challenges to see what we will do for him. He gives you money to see if you will do what is right with it. He gives you children to train up to serve him. God gives you what he thinks you need not things to punish you persay. If he is trying to get your attention he will let you go through something you don't like to see what your actions will be. He doesnt hurt people he is not a vengful God. He wants you to turn to him.....run to him, give him your burden don't blame him. I love you guys and want whats best for you. Didnt mean to get all churchy but you know I will tell you how I feel. I would never want you to blame God for things in your life, blame the little guy in red for them!!!

Erica said...

awww sorry to hear this mama! I cant imagine! Dont blame yourself accidents happen ....we just have to learn from them !

Anonymous said...

I hope your son gets better,
Please try to remember that you are more blessed than you know. You have your family. You wake up every morning. You have a home to live in and food to eat. So many people in the world dont have these things and they would give anything to change places with you. You are blessed, and you need to remember that because you never know when you could lose it all.

Heather said...

OMGosh im so sorry. I remember when Thais's arm popped out of place. Its so sad to see the arm just hanging there. I hope he feels better soon and dont feel like a bad mom, its just part of growing up as a kid.

-h

Crystal said...

I am so sorry to hear this. Poor baby must be in pain. =(

I will keep him in my prayers.