Wednesday, January 28, 2009

OMG its happening again

The fresh scent. The scrunched up face. The little coos. The little feet and clothes. I want another baby. I know, I know I need to wait and see what happens in the next year but I have baby fever so bad. I see so many people walking around holding their little bundles and my uterus aches. I want a little one. I want another baby. I want another half Ro half me child. I have even picked out Names (Rosalynn Jean or Rodrigo Eugene) for this desired child. I do not know what is going on. I was so sure I was done. Two perfect children and now I am questioning it. Just thinking about carrying another child that was conceived out of love makes me sigh. I can picture him/her already and feel him/her in my arms. I guess I have to talk to big Ro about this. Baby fever. I got it bad.

16 Comments / Comentarios:

Crystal said...

omg! I know how you are feeling! Cameron will be starting school this August. I have baby fever SO bad. I have watched Baby shows on TV everyday the past week. The other night I even craved to swaddle my baby boy doll in a blanket and pack him around!

John and I just talked about it tonight. He wants one now. I do too, but I think we shuld wait until our home gets paid off and we move into a bigger place.

(((hugs)))
Crystal~

Anonymous said...

I know how you feel, I was not able to conceive a child with my husband. I have a child from another marriage but we don't have a baby that is half me half him and now I'll never have that chance because a month ago I had to have a hysterectomy because of pre-cancerous conditions in my endometrium layer If you can afford it and big Ro is up for it I think you should have a baby while u still can. I feel thankful for the one child I did have but I'll never get to experience carrying a baby and giving birth again.....good luck!

Momto3LittleFlowers said...

Chill out my friend... Remember that you said that you wanted to loose weight before it... I think it is an awesome idea!!!!

Maybe you can have a Fall 2010 baby!!! Meet your weight loss goals for December of this year, and start trying right away!!! You can do it!!!!!

My3Ro's said...

Crystal: You know what is best follow your hearts desire.

Anon: I think I may know who you are. I am so sorry to hear about your problems. Noone deserves that to happen to them Do you still have your ovaries? Maybe you could do surragacy...Just a thought.

Anelys: I know I am waiting until my health is better. I just am craving that other baby. I think if we decide to have another it would happen in 2010 for sure. We need a bigger house and who knows how long it will take. I am just missing little babies right now.

Momto3LittleFlowers said...

I may get some fever when my nephew is born... Oh well... LOL

My3Ro's said...

Anon: I am going to respect your request and not post that comment. I did want you to know however that when I heard the news my heart broke for you. I never wished that on anyone. I honestly never had a beef with you. Just your blood. I will continue to lift your husband and you in my prayers. God will provide. I wish I could help more.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for your prayers..... You and your family are in mine as well. :-)

My3Ro's said...

Anon. Check your myspace when you get a chance ok.

Heather said...

Girl I cant wait to have more babies but it is all about timing. Children are truly blessings. GL!
-h

Jennifer said...

you could always come over to my house - you know there is always a baby at my house, LOL. That way you can feed your baby fever until you are ready to have your own - althouh after May 5th it would be a LOT LONGER drive, since I am goin back to Honduras on the 5th.

~Jennifer
http://followingmycatracho.bloggspot.com

Anonymous said...

GREAT ANOTHER HEALTH CARE BABY

My3Ro's said...

Jennifer I am so there. Hope I can meet you soon.

Heather. Yes it is all about timing. I think this will go on next year when we have insurance and Ro has a better job

Anon: Bitter much? You have right talking about health care babies. Roana was born with insurance my works insurance to be exact. Lil Ro was born on my husbands work insurance. Screw you anon. You should know Karma is a bitch,

My3Ro's said...

BTW Anon my next baby will be born with health insurance too....dang you need a life.

Carrie said...

Whats wrong with health care babies at least they are getting CARE right. People like to talk the talk but hide behind their computers. Big person you are!!

My3Ro's said...

Amen Carrie. When lil Ro was conceived we had health care. Ro lost his job so we had to get medicaid and was born into medicaid. But if the goverment wanted unhealthy babies they would not offer it right? People are people and we all deserve to be born as healthy as possible.

Carrie said...

My husband is employed and my baby is on medicaid. He has severe respitory distress syndrome and severe asthma. Without it he can not get healthcare due to a pre existing condition. His medicines are in eccese of $450 a month and we could never afford that. Just because he is on medicaid doesnt mean he isnt taken care of. That is a way for everyone to get their children care and thats why it is there. I paid into that so why should I not use it sometime right.