Wednesday, January 7, 2009

So I had a bad day.

The baby woke up today at 330 and would not go back to sleep for anything. I of course woke up with him and realized we are out of tylenol. I gave him a lukewarm bath to drop the fever and prayed it would work. Finally at 430 daddy woke up and ran to Walmart. Thank god for walmart. We are now alternating tylenol and motrin.

Ro going to school is one step closer to starting. He turned in his tuition reimbursent paperwork today. The boss scheduled a meeting with him tomorrow to discuss the details. Honestly I am a little worried but I am sure it entails a lot of you have to live up to your responsibilities here. Tomorrow he also has orientation at the school. So it is going to be a test drive. I am going to be like a single mom for most of the day. More work and less play. LoL. At least it is only for 4 days a week.

Someone broke my heart today. I have been feeling so good about myself. I have changed my lifestyle and I was feeling like a more beautiful person. I saw a good looking woman in the mirror. She was big but cute. Know what I mean? Well someone close to me reminded me I am fat. I know this. Its a reality. I sobbed and gave them the cold shoulder. I hope they realized how bad it hurts and everyone of us have our own quirks.

Then Roana came out of class crying. I was so scared something really bad happened to her. She just cried to me though cause a great friend of mine made her a cute bracelet Erica and one of the punks at her school stole it. I told her we will check lost and found tomorrow but I know in my heart it wont be there. I guess it is a lesson learned.

So all in all not a great day. Hence the reason I am blogging so late. I hope everyone else is doing well.

3 Comments / Comentarios:

Tara said...

My heart breaks for you and Roana...for someone saying something so negative to you and for the jerks that stole Ro's bracelet! Don't let someone's negativity become your own! You keep putting one foot n front of the other and remind yourself that YOU ARE WORTH IT!! Here's hopin' that you all have a better day!

Adrians Mama said...

OMG I am so sorry someone said something hurtful to you! Also so sorry Roanas bracelet got stolen!!

La Guera Liz said...

I'm sorry someone said something hurtful to you about your weight. My weight is the #1 thing I am most sensitive about and I seriously feel like crying whenever someone brings it up. :(

Tomorrow will be better!!! Sounds like you had a very crappy day indeed.