What is wrong with me?

I was doing so much better. I even cleaned my apartment a little. Then it hit me like a semi truck. The nasaea. I cannot keep anything down not even water. Ok take it back I got 2 popsicles down but that is because I needed to eat something. This flu is killing me. To make matters even better I have noone to help me.

Tomorrow Rogelio has to work and then he has a funeral to attend. One of his coworkers wife passed away from cancer. It puts a lot of things into perspective. Fighting is just not worth it. I tried to take the kids outside and play but mommy started shaking and turned pale. Hopefully Friday I am back to normal. My kids need to have some fun and me lying in bed crying cannot help. I only ate a hamburger yesterday and I was fine. Then bam it hit me like a semi truck. We will see how I feel in the morning. Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts.